-^-My World-^-

2008-09-20T19:39:00.002+08:00

such a boring day!! I decide to blog about my feeling now.
argh! i need more challenges!
Graduation ceremony is coming up and parents come to Singapore too.
Quite excited about it but i still cannot find proper job yet!
What happen to me?!?!?!?!
I still dont know what i want.
And i need to overcome any FEAR! ( Fake Emotions Appearing Real) as YP da jie said.
Jia you Yen! You can do it even without any support from anyone.
Jia you jia you!
Forget about the past and look forward to the bright future coming up next.
Dont let your parents upset and look down on you!
As what they always say good about other people.
Other people fields is always look more green than ours.
You cannot compare that! Please look at yourself and improve from all the mistakes!
Argh! Gonna hunting for more job!
Cu

2008-05-31T21:16:00.002+08:00

weeeee
alot things to do until i cant tahan already... hai.. stress
parents dun support me somemore keep threaten and threaten..
why.................... T.T
btw congrats to sm for getting ahem.. hahaha
kinda missed our outing though.. ;p if you get free time, then we go out ba.
i pia money first. hurhur.. :p
answer for sm's tag: urm not now, im still not prepared for it.. i still need to learn alot of things before that so ya now working is most important. hurhur :D

2008-05-24T22:24:00.002+08:00

HIII
Today went to FTT. Its so AMAZING especially Audrey the Millionaire Team from Malaysia.
She look so pretty yet so high! :D learn alot things from there
btw i lost 3 kgs in 1 month plus but losing 10 more kgs :D i can do it :p
MY TARGET is SUPERVISOR! :D
I CAN DO IT. =D
JIA YOU!

2008-05-04T21:12:00.003+08:00

Hello all :D
today so high :D
i lost 1.3 kg for one week plus. My target is 52 eh. still alot more to go.
I cant say need how much btw :P
too shy to say. Anw thanks to herbalife :P I got abit more confidence and i want to share to people also.
Anw 3 days as crew in event super tiring but herbalife gathering super fun so ya quite worthed ba :D
Ok i will add up a picture

My photo with ryan and siew mei :D

2008-03-17T19:36:00.002+08:00

Today..
Watch ghost story "40 hari bangkitnya pocong" at Citraland mall start 13.55pm . Quite shocking because the pocong (dunno what is the english of this) can suddenly come out de. I spent my time to cover my eyes than to watch movie until my friend said what are u doing. LOL. xD
Went to shihlin snack to eat xxl Chicken. same as Singapore one. Yummyyyy :P
Reach home around 6 +, tired and now playing habbo and PP of course.
Ok cya tommorow if i remember to update.

The Great Secret of life is the law of attraction

2008-03-11T22:31:00.002+08:00

sorry for the dead blog.

I just feel like blogging now. Feel like emo-ing won't make me better just make me feel hard inside. Bunch of Criticisms from parents make me feel that am i actually person who has alot bad things in me. I am not perfect and no one is perfect. I can improve myself but i can't change the things that actually cant be changed except with operation or something. There are alot of things i get from John Robert Powers, but only some that i can apply to myself because got alot pros and contras between it. I cant tell my teacher what i actually my parents told me everytime right? What should i do? No one can help me about this...

2007-09-25T23:02:00.000+08:00

hi hi long time nvr post blog because my internet connection damn lousy.
anyway it is boring day in Jakarta. Really nothing to do. No car = cannot go out.
So either stay at home or go shop help mom. Only weekend can go out, that one also with bro.
hai. I cannot go back sg T_T
Every night play comp so mafan. chat awhile then mom keep calling me ask me do something.
hai dun want complain ler. sian ar
bye bye

2007-08-25T00:49:00.000+08:00

today stayed at home whole day.. coz nothing to do.. LOLL.. Then went out with bro arouns 20.45 to watch rush hour 3 for second time with bro's fren. LOL.. It's like i knew all the scene and just have fun watching it. But it is cheap sia.. 15000 which means like around 2.5 singapore dollar? LOLL siao la so cheap haiz. After watching movie, we went to kwetiaw akang to eat fried kwetiaw and of course satay. Nice! Then we reached home around 23.30. Ok tmrw need to go dentist for check up.. cyaaaaaaaaaaa :D

2007-08-24T00:44:00.000+08:00

this morning.. woke up at 7 coz mom called me then i ate my breakfast. around 10 plus, i went megamall with parents. There walk walk, bought things at carrefour, bought food, then went home at around 12.30. At home, me and parents ate lunch. The chicken rice so yummy :DD
then i went upstairs played computer awhile and went TA at around 2+ .. At TA, me, vina, felix, erwin, and yohanshen went eat ajisen then walk walk awhile but erwin got tuition so he go home first. Around 8.30 , we went to strawberry cafe and sat there play games and eat. Such a cute cafe and also we there chat. I will missed this session so dunno when we can meet and chat again really. So i wish erwin good luck in china and cya vina. D: Thats all for today. bye

2007-08-22T23:23:00.000+08:00

hur hur
this morning i walked to shop then went cut hair with my mom. Then went to buy alot clothes :DD After that went back to shop to eat chi chong fan. After that followed my father home. At home, treadmill awhile then stared infront of computer waiting for them to come back home. Around 7.30, we went to Hawai Restaurant to celebrate my grandmother's bday. Happy Bday 76th to her :D We ate and celebrate until around 9.45 then go home. Thats all for today :D
I miss sg..

2007-08-22T01:03:00.000+08:00

Hihi im at Jakarta right now. This morning woke up at around 9 then i stayed at home download manga and stuff, also doing some packing until around 12.30 , i went bathe then prepare prepare. but still download manga. LOL . I finished packing around 4 then called a taxi and went to changi airport. I was surprised when the checkin counter staff said that my ticket was for 31st August not 21st August but lucky still got seat so i can go today :D Passed immigration, bought things for bro, and then called some frens to say good bye. After that, i went inside waiting room awhile and boarded to the plane. When i inside the plane already, they say sorry we will delay around half anhour. I was likw wth.. At the end the plane took off around 7+ which 1 hour + late.. Haiz. Reached Jakarta around 7.45 indo time. And waited for my bro.. and his plane also delayed.. zz sian.. waited until like 9.30 then we went home , ate dinner, bathe, and here im now.. staring infront of computer and blogging. Cya tmrw :D
Bye bye :D

2007-08-18T00:33:00.000+08:00

Woah tired sia... zzz Today i went to school in the afternoon and cancelled my student pass. Then i went back home change and took mrt to city hall and passed up something to Edy. After that, i went to toa payoh met pullyz and xy there. We ate kfc and after that we met xy's fren there. She introduced us to a business and it somekind like last time i did and it failed. I knew that it was totally different system and can say different way to earn money but still i need consider. So give me time to think :D

2007-08-16T22:30:00.000+08:00

erm todayy went to muhibbah again to collect my air ticket. The staff fifie, super nice sia :D thumbs up to that gal.. After collect ticket, i walked back to Bugis MRT Station and took MRT to AMK Hub. I reached there 25 mins earlier so i can walk walk there awhile then meet sm. We managed to buy ticket first and we ate pepper lunch very rush. We went up stairs and saw the queue for popcorn very long but we still managed to queue but end up we late for movie and the service of the staff very bad! she liked want to smack the door when she wanted to take the things for us. grrr.. >:(
But anyway, the movie is very nice. I recommend u all to watch it. It is very funny and u will regret if you missed it. really! LOL
After movie, we went to kino and looked for comics, ate takopachi at taka, and went PS to visit our beloved comics connection.LOL
it is V surprising that i never bought any ppc card home LOL.. and SM went there to buy some comics. After we slacked at foodcourt and went home peacefully :D
Thats all :D
Buaiz

PS: Thanks to SM for the present. The Hello Kitty so cute sia <3<3 :D

2007-08-15T23:55:00.001+08:00

Today went out abit late around 4 plus to westmall. I went there walk walk awhile then went to popular buy envelope then starhub to buy prepaid card after went to post letter. After post letter, i went to buy movie ticket, Secret. Comment about movie : quite nice though i didn't understand the ending whether Jay was died or not. My mind is still thinking and thinking. After watching, i walked to Bukit Batok Market and bought my food and took bus home. That's all for today .. D:

2007-08-15T00:11:00.000+08:00

Hihi im back :D
Today went to suntec to buy donuts then met edy at marina square and ate ayam penyet there.
so delicious sia .. LOL.. then we went to bugis to pray awhile after that we went back home.
Haiz then got sad things happen again.. haiz.. my handphone T_T
why i so careless... haiz. i dunno wat i must do now
going back, find work , or wat?
haiz. i can't just let the time pass by
Im confuse..

2007-08-14T00:57:00.000+08:00

Hihi im back :D
Today went out to Muhibbah with Vina. She took her ticket then we head back to Bugis by taxi
LOL.. after that, me and her went to starbucks and slack there, drunk coffee, and slept :D ROFL
After that, we went to foodcourt near Bugis Temple and i ate vegetarian fried rice. The fried rice sux man
After that we went to Bugis Street and walked walked while waiting for Nicky.
After he came, i went to amk hub to meet Yuli and Anita and we went to Anita's house to cook
wahhh so sad i couldn't eat because today was vegetarian day
hoho nvm xD
Then after me and yuli went back home..
Thats all for today xD

2007-08-12T02:33:00.001+08:00

woohoo!! now is holiday or can i say no more school for me? :D
Erm today morning till afternoon quite boring ba
But from 4 to 9 went out
4 to 6 i walked around bukit timah and had conf with xy, pullyz, and spring.
After that me and wz went to westmall
We ate swensens and spent $65 for it.. arghhhhhh.. broke already T_T
sian lor.. but nvm
Long time nvr eat already :D
After we went home , and wz helped me do the blogskin
Thanks wor :D
I so lazy to do de :X
After that talked to mushu awhile , then now im editing my music for competition lor so sian T_T
ok la that's all.. I continue the music first.. buaiz :D

2007-08-07T01:59:00.000+08:00

Exam time!!!!!
1 more exam to go :D
Feel abit weird! I don't feel worry about this exam.. Usually very stress like siao
Now is like don't care anything.. ROFL.
But still need to study la coz like final paper then no more paper for me already coz it is finish!
Graduating soon! So happy!
Must go find work liao
Ok ba i go study
Cya next time

2007-08-03T00:36:00.000+08:00

Worst bday? i can say so.. LOL
Thanks for sm , winds, mat, mr.imperial, mushu for the wishes..
And for yuli, ika, anita , elisa, and yenny for the wishes also.. and for my gor gor and pauline.. so happy to recieve ur wishes here.. :D
Bday without cake.. pathetic huh? may be i should buy myself and eat myself so i feel better.. LOL erm no offence to anyone hur.. just wanted to express myself here :P
Thats all for today
Happy bday to me T_T

2007-08-02T14:38:00.000+08:00

Only one word could describe.. dissapointing

2007-07-21T21:47:00.001+08:00

Okay.. Today went to Kinokuniya and i bought Harry Potter :D got $15 dollar voucher somemore :DDD Then went to ps buy mango cake at secret recipe bring it to pc Bunk. Then celebrated JK birthday :D Happy Advance Birthday for JK :D After that i left first, i went Boon Keng see condo.. The condo still underconstruction sia.. Dunno wat i went for.. LOL.. After that went home lurh
Lastly i want to say Happy Chinese Birthday to me..... :DDDDD
Thats all Buaiz :D

2007-07-21T01:50:00.001+08:00

erm yesterday
I woke up late so nvr went to school.. :X Cannot sign sia T_T
then went to Raffles City with jj and jk bought donut.. wait 2 and half hour sia.. sian lor
then went to HP place to give her donutss.. then we discussed about the competition thingy
after that went home lurh.. thats all
buaizz :D

2007-07-18T21:58:00.000+08:00

hurhur.. today went to school and im not late :D miracle LOL...
after lesson, went to Suntec with sm. We ate Crystal Jade Xiao Long Bao . It's nice :D Actually want to queue for donuts but the queue sooooo longggg... :( so at the end , we went coffee bean and i ate cake and drank blackforest while sm rest there.. LOL.. after that pei her go counciling and i walk walk around there.. hehe.. :D
After that we go home lor..
Thats all :P

2007-07-16T10:37:00.001+08:00

Such a bad day yesterday.. although i happy that i got milubing signature... but i still very sad.. It was because when i online that time, i recieved msg from someone so i knew he was online when i offline.. :'( Haiz.. i knew i cannot think too much but i relli dunno wat to do..

2007-07-14T22:05:00.000+08:00

yup yup
back to my blog..
today weekend as usual stay at home whole day until around 6 then went out with wz to westmall to buy ice milo the album.. :D
Btw, tmrw got their autograph session at 4 pm JEC.. must queue early sia i think.. haiz. :( Tmrw i also must go jurong library to teach my fren MS Project. so mafan! LOL :D
I think thats all and oh ya IMY !! although that person cannot see but nvm ba :P
thats all Bye bye :D

2007-07-13T22:31:00.000+08:00

woohoooo!!! ok la now post again.. today woke up damn late.. reach school at 12 and only can sign... muahahaha >:D at the end went westmall walk walk .. buy things.. waited for my friend to give something then went home .. so boring right ? :p
at home only stared at my beloved laptop... hehe.. btw must count down ler erm may be start from 31 days? ok 31 day before something .. hahaha.. next time then tell ba i lazy now.. cya next bloggie :D

sianezz

2007-06-20T10:04:00.000+08:00

Hello back to my blog.. Today i want to tell about my trip to Genting. My trip to Genting was held on 16 to 18 of June. It is fun but also tiring and also quite rush coz we must rush to go to KL but at the end KL was raining so we must walk under the rain :(
I, my cousins, and maid played at the themepark at the second day. It was very fun coz dunno why less people playing so we keep taking the same thing alot of times. :D
Btw, I forget to say about fooddddd :D . The food there very nice... can say almost same as my country's food but ofcourse my country one nicer :p We ate buffet on saturday night, sunday afternoon, and monday morning. Now we must start having diet once more :(
ok I think thats all for today. Cya next week :D

Hoho

2007-06-06T09:39:00.000+08:00

HoHo.. Today is wednesday so lets start blogging again. Last wednesday i couldn't wake up so i didn't go to school. Recently i feel so bad of myself because i cannot get up and go to school or the other words "pon" school. =P Today will be the last day i meet my virtual "friend" coz he is going army. hoho.. abit sad actually but i cannot do anything about it so just accept it. :)
Later i will go to downtown east pasir ris to help someone check in their chalet and teach someone how to play BB.. Hope the person will learn veri fast so i can go off there faster and can go shopping with my cousin :D
Lastly, today is result day of the tournament.. Hope our group can get in :D
Thats all for today.. Buaiz :D

hihi

2007-05-23T09:41:00.001+08:00

hello, back to my bloggy.. i think i will update once a week only coz this is only the most free time i have in school ( others are talking to my fren :p).. Yesterday i ate pizza again with sm.. ate that until v full.. next time dont want to eat anymore.. coz i ate pizza two days in a row!! can die de.. hahha..
Yesterday never went to school coz lazy to wake up so i asked my friend to sign the attendance for me.. Hope she got sign la.. if not also nvmd. dun care so much. :p
Aiya that's all for today.. i want to go to sleep.. buaizz. :D

sianz sia

2007-05-16T09:42:00.000+08:00

sianz sia. nothing to do here.. only wait for attendance .. very boring so after months never post , i continue post blog. Erm lets start, today my plan is to go orchard and bugis to buy someone's present >> Hope that 'someone' nvr read this blog :p
I think it will take so long coz i very choosy one and hope i will reach home before nites coz im very tired now so can rest.
Yay! Saturday got chalet!! I cannot wait until then.. feel so high coz can gathering with all frenz.. SO HAPPY :D
That's all for today.. May be tommorow i will start posting again.. Buaiz .. CYa

2007-02-26T11:19:00.000+08:00

I took this from wu chun's blog because i think it is very meaningful for me..
His quote is

"It’s pointless to keep thinking of the sad memories. Let bygones be bygones… so STOP THINKING OF IT because it’s only you who choose whether you want a happy or sad life. I want you to be happy and I know you can achieve that!"

Hope it can help u all who read my blog.. XD

2007-02-13T10:39:00.000+08:00

!@#$% i'm very dissapointed. Such a big stroke for me.. My good friend.. oh my good friend.. u make me dont want to trust you anymore. pls.. if u really did not want to help me pls tell. I won't burden u anymore. I had better do it myself than waiting for u like i am stupid people.. wat a friends.. i keep waitng and waiting but until now what i get... nothing.. hmph!! i made such a big mistake for trusting you more than others. i won't ask for any help again next time.

PS: never trust liars anymore.

2007-02-12T09:42:00.000+08:00

haiz being slack whole time... even submission date coming , it does not make me scared. It makes me feel so weird. Seems like i very relax and dont want to start to do. may be must last minute or last second then i going to do rushly. aiyo.. veri troublesome. I must change myself but how.. now is already week 7 and the assignment going to do on week 8 which is after chinese new year holiday. these are the schedule.. 26th february are submission for EC programming and EC Internetworking assignment 1 and 27 february is submission for It principles and case studies. I am wondering how i can finish all of these. Still got assignment 2 and group presentation that i must do. Wow life in 2007 very hard seems like got alot of burden. Hope next next days in this year i can go through smoothly.. :)

stress

2007-01-25T10:31:00.000+08:00

Hi hi.. back to blog... I've just realized that the cause of my headache is stress. when i think of something like home work then cannot do it , my headache will come again and it makes me feel like hell. :'( so one think i want to do is only relax in doing something.. rushing is not a good idea because i've already learned from the past time.. my headache kept coming and coming until i couldn't study and saw my bad results :(

Problem keep coming.. one resolve another come... But at least got ppl surround me will support me whenever i need. they will come and help me :) I really appreciate it. Thanks all. Although we will be separate soon, i will never forget u all... just keep contact :)

Second thing is my parents asked me to go back to open business.. How could i do that? i didnt have any experience. I know they want me to go back there and stay which i didnt prefer that. They keep want to control me as they do to my brother now. I know they care for me but pls give me a chance to choose my own life..

2007-01-23T22:45:00.000+08:00

today ar.. nothing to talk about.. hmm lets talk about IT250 class :) its quite fun actually.. u practice how to use Visual Studio 2005.. very fun . test here test there... try here try there.. hehe... feel like playing something new although at the end must be very hard also :p
i've just finished the homework that ms.savita gave us just now.. feel so happy.. although i didnt understand the code but i will try my best to understand the single thing in the program. that's all for today.. although this afternoon i got headache again but after relaxing for awhile, my energy is back and i can do all stuff.. hehe.. ok then .. that's all.. :)

2007-01-23T06:14:00.000+08:00

Monday blue... so boring.. zzz came to school already late and the class started already ... nvmd.. dun care.. lecturer also didnt talk much only keep talking talking from the slides v boring.. but the lab one abit ok la all copy paste only.. aiyo.. how i learn if only copy paste !@#$%^&*... after morning class, went home just for bathing and took stuff for next lessons. lessons quite fun coz got my friends, can chat together and second coz got notebook can chat also :x finish class, went orchard with friends instead of having tuition :l if ppl knew me already, they'll know i didnt like tuition .. so boring one.. we went to eat "ayam penyet".. then went to taka to find ika's bag but couldn't find it. then went home lor.. hai.. reached home almost 11..

miss someone by 30 minutes.. argh !@#$%^&.. should have taken taxi.. aiyo... nvmd :( real life things are much more important than other stuff in the world. must make my mind to come back to reality.

looking for the future ahead

post

2007-01-18T21:30:00.000+08:00

Aiya.. today feel not well!!! grr... First shoulder pain coz just now brought heavy bag.. >.< Second i think i am going to get sore throat already coz the stupid pringles.. zzzz.. aiyo.. cannot blame pringles.. may be my body also weak already.. so eat abit make me go sick.. hmm.. dunno what to write already.. cya next time.. ^^

aiyo

2007-01-17T22:50:00.000+08:00

today woke up at 9.. zzz.. feel like im piggy.. but nvmd i slept at 4. so what im gonna expect with it.. erm then as usual played until 12 then went bath.. argh.. today brought so many books and laptop so my shouder very pain and i absent for english tuition.!@#$%^&* argh!!!! nvmd.. my hw havent finished also... die die.. marketing tutorial also havent finished.. aiya... how?? today must rush do all the work.. hope all can finish.. hehe.. get headache until i must sleep from 7 until 10 and when i slept, he online!! >.< always like that de.. zzzz... now must JIA YOU to myself hope all work will be done well!! STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!!

scoo

2007-01-17T01:29:00.000+08:00

Hai today school so !@#$%^&*.. I never did finish my html work so i went copy maya and vina's one.. but at the end also never gave lecturer.. Today she talked about Java and didnt know anything about that.. hai.. my brain very blank.. Last term just taken this term all forgot... very oblivious one.. hai hai.. nvmd .. must work hard again.. today also got alot of homework and assignment coming... must Jia you!!!

sentosa2!!!

2007-01-15T00:08:00.000+08:00

saturday i went to sentosa with my frenz.. there are 13 ppls there include me.. vina, ika, yuli, boni, nicky, jun, budiman, erwin, hendra, irawan ,albert, and me!!! we arrived there veri late around 3 pm coz all late.. zzz... after that we go to palawan beach there and played and see for awhile. after done, they all play the games(forgot the name:x) and i with yuli, hendra, and budiman only sat waiting for them.. hehe.. after that we went to siloso beach.. i with yuli sat on the sand while others went to walk walk.. ika v active keep walking until very far away from us play with water.. we spent alot of times there and took alot of photos too, some are crazy photos... hehe.. after siloso, we went to watch the musical fountain. it was veri nice show. i wondered how they make the animation things. after show end, we waited for bus very long until i wanted to sleep already. finally, bus came and we took it. Arrived at singapore.. we went to food republic to eat because all didnt eat dinner... i never ate there because still very full dunno why. it was already 11 when we reached the food court but still got ppl ate there and chat also. we ate until around 11:30 and went off to take mrt. thanks to albert then i went to take green line instead of red line because i think when i reached jurong east there wont be a mrt on the red line side.. we reached jurong east before 12 and i so surprised about it. very thankful to albert, i can reach home faster although need to take taxi also coz no bus available after 11:30. hmm i could say we really enjoy our trip to sentosa.. we play , laugh, and chat together.. also bully ppl especially erwin.. haha... i chase him until he scared (Act act one :p).. erm thats all for my journey.. if got some update i will edit here... bubye..

sentosa

2007-01-13T09:16:00.000+08:00

Yay!! today go to sentosa!! :p finally i can go with my friends there. May be it is the last time can go with them because i will be graduating soon if all my subjects pass.. *pray hard* Today i woke up at 7am still feel sleepy but go on computer as usual, left my computer on then go sleep again until around 9am. When i woke up, i saw a msg say that albert say "today confirm go sentosa" yay!! luckily today no rain.. so i veri happy with it.. hope this whole day the weather will be good.. :p

schedule

2007-01-12T22:30:00.000+08:00

I put some schedule here.. zzz
i got HTML and ASP exercise submit on 16 january
26 january submit 2 pages marketing individual tutorial
9 february marketing group presentation..
another assignment and mid test schedule will coming soon!!!! zzz
hope i can do it well then get good marks.. muahaha.. *pray hard*

*waiting for my result...*

daily

2007-01-12T20:00:00.000+08:00

just now went school.. my aunt sent me there because its raining heavily. after that went to class, miss laksa already there.. she kept explaining until im very sleepy and want to sleep. i think i am the only one looks really sleepy. :p dont care la.. who ask the weather very cold today make me wanna go sleep. she also got say i knew if i kept explaining like this, some of u will feel very sleepy.. i like wow.. die already.. from that time,i feel very awake already. LOL. lucky recess time come... i went to canteen and got alot friends there. i wanted to sit also no place already.. zzz.. then i went to help one of my friends find something. after i came back, i got a seat but it is almost 4.. aiyoo.. but i still went to order food.. i ate nice japanese food .. one of my fav.. yay! but after i ate that i regret because i feel that i wanna puke :( nvmd la tommorow morning and afternoon dont need to eat again.. hehe.. i come back to class around 4.15 .. lucky ms.laksa never scold me.. we must do case study.. i dunno how to do because i never listen to her.. :p At 5 class dismissed.. yay!! i went home taking bus then arrive near there. i go walk in without umbrella .. hope wont be sick.. hehe.. thats all for today .. ta ta.. :)

true or fake

2007-01-12T07:55:00.000+08:00

feeling i have now is wondering whether it is true or fake.. sometimes think it is true and sometimes think it is fake.. make me very confused about it.. but i wont know the truth also because how u will know the truth when it is happened in virtual life. they can lie to you and make some sad scene like in the film or movie. very horrible right? i hope i can erase this feelings and not think too much about it.. let me go through this as nothing happen....for the correct word is "DUN CARE TOO MUCH AND FORGET IT!!!". or may be i shoul get rid myself from virtual life before trouble happens on me..

school

2007-01-12T00:33:00.000+08:00

today went to school.. I went there v late actually but at the end i arrived there at the time going to 2. then i went to scan card but no schedule come out.. i like o.o .. i asked the customer services to help me and she said she already assigned for me. then i waited for awhile then she said that i still must go sign attendance. argh... why dont let me go home.. :( but nvmd.. i went to canteen and saw all my friends there .. some chat some eat their lunch... and i went to sit there. after awhile, some going to class while others who have schedule same as me either slacking in canteen or went to audi to play badminton. i sat in canteen and did my usual things, sms... i got play card 2 times but i realli not pro in that so better ask someone pro to replace me.. hehe... then i sat again and silent.. it is going to 4 then we went back to class to sign attendance.. wow all very rush when it is the time to sign especially the nigerian ppl.. they cut the queue until the lecturer say only ppl start with A can sign first. When i want to write, they like want to take away from me.. zzz.. so bad one.. after signing attendance, i straight away go home and transfer money for airticket thing but at the end now i didnt use it. zzz.. hai tommorow need to wake up early go buy ticket. i go sleep.. bye bye..

my feeling...

2007-01-11T23:50:00.000+08:00

wow i feel like im in hell tonight... i'm feeling very guilty again.. someone make me remember all sad things that i just want to cover with happy things. but not that people's fault.. i knew that person really care but may be i think too much.. i knew that this was not real life things, but i could not help it because i am really all the main cause of it. wow i never did such a bad thing to a person.. but now because a small thing call as jealousy it make someone hurt very badly until... x.x this is not myself, i knew that.. where did y3n go.. the relax, quiet, and study hard y3n.. all gone as long as winds blow. if it will be like this, i only can hope that it will not be happened for 2nd times because it is really very hurting.. now what that i can do is just pray hard for him hope he will be better and can start working soon. i wish i can repay him back all he did.. if i can go back to the past, i will treat him more well and will trust him more than i did last time so this kind of things will not be happened. wish him well soon...